As I prayed this morning, I felt led to share this with you for a Valentine’s Day message. I feel that many who are alone or have been broken need to hear this on this special day of the year. You see, God is working on someone for you. He knows everyone’s heart. He never wants us to be abused, so we have to be patient and wait on Him. I have kept this near and dear to my heart for 10 years now. It was 10 years this year that my life as I knew it crumbled. It definitely was not a perfect life but all that I knew was the abuse. When I would no longer take the abuse and infidelity, it was met with more abusive words like “No one will ever want you!” and “You will be alone for the rest of your life!”, amongst many other hateful, abusive, and non-publishable words on this blog. Then in my brokenness at that time, a dear, sweet Christian lady prayed for me and gave this writing to me:
Everyone longs to give himself completely to someone, to have a deep soul relationship with another–to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.
But God says to a Christian: “Not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by Me alone–with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me; with having an intensely personal and unique relationship with Me alone, discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found–will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me– exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings.”
“I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to bring you the most thrilling plan existing–one that you can not imagine. I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you. You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am. Keep listening and learning the things that I tell you. You just wait, that’s all. Don’t be anxious. Don’t worry.”
“Don’t look around at the things others have gotten or what I’ve given them. Don’t look around that the things you think you want. You just keep looking at Me, or you will miss what I want to show you. And then, when you are ready, I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you would dream of. You see, when you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready–(I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time)– until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me, and the life prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me, and this is the perfect love. And, dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love. What I offer You is Myself. Know that I love you utterly. I am God. Believe it and be satisfied.”
So many of us are alone and desire a spouse to spend the rest of our lives with. But many are looking for love, in all the wrong places. Many have been deceived by smooth-talking people… but God is never deceived. I have been on a journey for the last 10 years of “Becoming Whole.” My book, The Walking Wounded: The Path from Brokenness to Wholeness, is just released. I will continue to wait patiently for my future that He has planned because God knows all the desires of my heart. I invite you to join me on the Path to “Becoming Whole” and allow God to bless you with the desires of your heart too.
© Secret Angel and The Abuse Expose’ with Secret Angel, 2014.